Thursday, October 2, 2008
♥ goodbye my lover
I have tried to explain to you my hurts however your promises mean nothing to me anymore. You have broken my trust too many times. You got a new place today. Does this mean a new you. Or does it mean a new place to mess up some more? It is so sad that I cannot trust what you say and I don't. I don't even believe you about the "Lucerne" Situation. I doubt I will ever. There was just too much pointing in the other direction. So now I ask myself why am I still here...
I am addicted to you. You were the one who was there for me so long and it's hard to let that go. I tell myself with every ending that only means that there is a new beginning. Right now I have a chance to move forward... but the road is less traveled.
There are a few things that make a healthy relationship..
1) Trust
2) Honesty
3) Respect
4) Support
5) Communication
What do we have? Nothing. I guess I just hope that one day it will build.
I know the potetial that you have. I see what you can be. We have so much but I often question is it already thrown away and I just don't want to see it. It is obvious that you have blinded me.
I saw you being the man I walked down the aisle to. I saw you being that man that fathered my children. I saw you being the man I grew old with. And now my vision is blurry.
Should I say, "Goodbye my Lover?"
I am addicted to you. You were the one who was there for me so long and it's hard to let that go. I tell myself with every ending that only means that there is a new beginning. Right now I have a chance to move forward... but the road is less traveled.
There are a few things that make a healthy relationship..
1) Trust
2) Honesty
3) Respect
4) Support
5) Communication
What do we have? Nothing. I guess I just hope that one day it will build.
I know the potetial that you have. I see what you can be. We have so much but I often question is it already thrown away and I just don't want to see it. It is obvious that you have blinded me.
I saw you being the man I walked down the aisle to. I saw you being that man that fathered my children. I saw you being the man I grew old with. And now my vision is blurry.
Should I say, "Goodbye my Lover?"
♥ And did I tell you that I am going to be alright
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