Tuesday, October 14, 2008
♥ where? what? when?
I cannot tell you how many times I have started writing this blog... and then erase. Oh, where to start? Where to start?
For the past few days I have ask myself the question over and over... "what is love?", "what is being in love?" and I cannot give you an exact descripition. Being in love is probably the most complicated emotion that humans deal with.
To Me Love can be a variety of things. I feel that love is more general. I feel that love is the way I love my mom, my father, my sister, my puppy. Now, that is not to say that those kinds of love are different in every relationship because they most certianly are. My mom and I have a different relationship than my sister and I do. My sister and I have a different relationship than Lily Mae and I do. Every close relationship is unique. I feel that I can grasp on to love. However, the definition of being "in love" is much different. I know the feeling... but to write it down in words is much more difficult.
Being in love: It's much more complicated. It's very rewarding, yet can be very hurtful. When I started dating JS I told him this, "You have the power to make me the happiest woman alive, however you have the power to completely destroy me". As we know, we've seen how he has chosen to use his power. Ah the heartache.
I feel that trust is something that you must have, to have any kind of meaningful relationship. Without trust, there isn't "real" communication. Without communication, there is no relationship. It goes in a full circle. In relationships people must put their selfishness aside. They must both work 100% to make the other one happy. They must be true, reliable, responsible, caring, sincere, committed and the list could go on. In my experience, without these key factors, there cannot be a relationship that last.
Where did you go?
Where is the person I met?
Where is the person I feel in love with?
Was it a dream?
If so, Why did you wake me?
It has turned into a nightmare.
For the past few days I have ask myself the question over and over... "what is love?", "what is being in love?" and I cannot give you an exact descripition. Being in love is probably the most complicated emotion that humans deal with.
To Me Love can be a variety of things. I feel that love is more general. I feel that love is the way I love my mom, my father, my sister, my puppy. Now, that is not to say that those kinds of love are different in every relationship because they most certianly are. My mom and I have a different relationship than my sister and I do. My sister and I have a different relationship than Lily Mae and I do. Every close relationship is unique. I feel that I can grasp on to love. However, the definition of being "in love" is much different. I know the feeling... but to write it down in words is much more difficult.
Being in love: It's much more complicated. It's very rewarding, yet can be very hurtful. When I started dating JS I told him this, "You have the power to make me the happiest woman alive, however you have the power to completely destroy me". As we know, we've seen how he has chosen to use his power. Ah the heartache.
I feel that trust is something that you must have, to have any kind of meaningful relationship. Without trust, there isn't "real" communication. Without communication, there is no relationship. It goes in a full circle. In relationships people must put their selfishness aside. They must both work 100% to make the other one happy. They must be true, reliable, responsible, caring, sincere, committed and the list could go on. In my experience, without these key factors, there cannot be a relationship that last.
Where did you go?
Where is the person I met?
Where is the person I feel in love with?
Was it a dream?
If so, Why did you wake me?
It has turned into a nightmare.
I guess we are both completely letting go.
I never thought that we would give up.
I feel my best friend is gone.
Labels: broken, commitment, hurt, in love, letting go, love
♥ And did I tell you that I am going to be alright
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